Friday, December 9, 2011

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Sunday, September 18, 2011

I really need you in my life but things ain't right.

Hey I went to the mall yesterday with Jason, and he supposedly got in the newspaper and made first place in a race and broke a record?
Cool for him.
I think I brought him down yesterday with my sadness.
I went to a funeral visitation for my neighbor Mr. Gary. :\ I hope he watches over me and helps me with my life.
The night before that, I was crying also because of Shalom Lor. He told me his final goodbye, and that he couldn't give me what I seek. Sigh.
It hurts a lot that someone you love more than anybody is blocking you and doesn't want to talk to you. I broke down in a house's bathroom, and fell down on my knees in the bathroom, just reading what he sent me. It hurt a lot.
Today is Sunday and not much is going on. I went to the library today and church.
I hope I get something in the mail tomorrow. I've been winning lots of stuff from online.

I don't know what I want from life. That night Shalom told me GoodBye and to stop talking to him, is the first night I was okay with suicide. I've never been truly okay with suicide, until that night.

I got this really pretty shirt that is striped black and white for the visitation I mentioned earlier, and some black slacks. The shirt is really pretty. :) I should go get more from JCPenny.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

11th Grade

11th Grade has started and I haven't been too happy to go back to school. My hardest class is AP Chem. but I really wanted that class because of the excellent teacher.
Looking back on my previous posts, I am still jealous of the girl Jeremy is dating, but knowing him and his gf are having problems has made me happier about my whole jealousy issue.
Also, I still do crave a cutesy perfect relationship... but perfect is impossible. I'm so jealous of all the cute relationship photos online and on Facebook...

WaterFront is coming up and I want to go see Jason Derulo, since he sings my favorite song "Whatcha' Say." Too bad i'm probably not going... Oh well, i'll go see my good friend Kyle on Saturday instead hopefully.

I made a new friend the other day, C.J. from New Jersey, he's pretty funny.
Life's still pretty blah, at the moment i'm sick, but no pneumonia which is good.
It's weird thinking how i'm going to turn 17 pretty soon, then 18. I don't drive still, or have a cell phone.

I'm still with Jason... saw him yesterday and we were both sick. I first saw him run in a race for the first time, he got first place which surprised me. We went back to his house and yeah.

To talk about food, there's this pizza called Digiorno's pizza and it's the best pizza i've ever had!!

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Jealousy?

Cute. This is just one of the thousands of pictures of happy couples...
It makes me wish I was someone else, and not who I am.

All the relationships I see, the happy couples, makes me hate myself. I don't know why. xD

I feel like a stupid kid, compared to all the happy couples I see...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Hello!

Heyy, it's been bugging me I haven't posted on this.
 Alot has happened, nothing bad.
Things are going great with Jason. We've had 2 dates so far, one to the movies to see Hoodwinked 2 where i got tickled alot at, and then we stayed after school and sucked helium in from balloons on the baseball field area and it was so much fun! We plan to go see Kung Fu Panda 2 on Monday! :D
Finals are coming up, tomorrow I have a math final.
School has been great because of Jason :) We hang out all the time in the hallways and he hugs from behind alot, and all the crazy relationship stuff!
Agh <3 I adore him.
He's not going to be at school tomorrow, he's going to be with family for something religious.

A couple days ago, I saw Shalom and Michael at church. It was crazy. I was at Martha's grad party at church and I get up to get food, and I see Shalom and Michael standing at another table and I look at them and they looked at me and Shalom smiled and waved. I kept waving like a dork, ugh.
They say love never goes away if it's real, the person who thought that up is telling the truth, it doesn't.
I talked to michael in the youth room and it was crazy.
I know Shalom wanted to talk to me... but he didn't... he just sat there across from us a little bit.
Sigh, I miss them. Even if Shalom broke my heart.

Anyway, yeah yeah lol. I can't wait till Monday!! :)
Hm let's see..... Pizza dipped in Ketchup is pretty good!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

I'm not sad anymore, blog.

It's been almost a week ;D And so much has happened.
I got asked out May 12th, 2011. <3 Which made me so freakin' happy. I got asked out in person too.
We went on our first date today! We went to the movie theaters to see Hoodwinked Too. Though, I personally enjoyed hanging out with him more than the movie! Best date ever... So fun.

The school week before Thursday was sickness. Ugh. I don't even want to talk about it.
But on Wednesday, he gave me a sprite from home. He's so caring!!!
On Thursday I did feel completely better in the morning though. :3 That's when he asked me out...

Blog, I think the reason I haven't written to you in a while is because I haven't felt the need to. I actually have someone to talk to. I haven't felt sad at all, especially with him.
Yeah, this post is pretty cutesy. I love it.

So Blog, I won't really be talking to you too much... maybe, maybe not.

At the movie theaters me and him got popcorn, a soda, and crunch chocolateee! He told me I was the first person he had ever shared a drink with... I asked him why and he told me that... it's because he likes me so much. During this first date, i've realized just how much I like him.
I actually can feel how much I like him.
You know what, I have something better to say other than what i've eaten that's been so delicious, so i'll end it like this blog. :)
Natalia & Jason. May 12th, 2011. So fantastic.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Awesome Blog

Hello.
Today has been really cool! I went to church and first was a combined service which means everyone who goes to the church goes on this day! Then after that, there was a bunch of asian dances for mothers day to the Lao&Thai mothers. Then after that, there was a ton of food. SO GOOD.
But before we went to church, my family got ruffled up and were talking really loud to eachother about the whole going to church thing. I feel bad for my little sister. She was playing the piano... probably trying to ignore my family.
Someone told me they liked me today. I think it's really sweet, but i'm not interested in a relationship with him at all, but more of a really great friends relation to eachother.

Last night, I talked on the phone for a long time again with Jason. Quite funny actually xD
But afterwards me and my family fought about how no one calls me, but I have to call them. How they accuse me of chasing after guys. When they don't chase back. How my mom tells me no one wants to talk to me. How I tell my dad he's broken every single guy friendship they've ever known.
This just reminds me of the reason why I get depressed, my family.
So, I went into my room and cried and went to sleep after that. Nice night huh?
I wonder if this is Karma, or punishment for who I am. That my family makes me so depressed.

Gonna grip. Put it to my lip. Gonna sip. Gonna drip. My mind will tip tip tip.
Tomorrow baby, tomorrow. Might as well use it all up. I'm shaking, like a dog, waiting for the door to open.

This guy is still interested in teaching me to breakdance, which I want to learn so badly. This summer hopefully. How cool is that?

At church I ate this hot salad, watermelon, lots of soda, sticky rice, hot noodles, and ICECREAM CAKE!! It was my favorite type too :) The kind that has delicious chocolate crumb cookies inside!