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Hello.
Today has been really cool! I went to church and first was a combined service which means everyone who goes to the church goes on this day! Then after that, there was a bunch of asian dances for mothers day to the Lao&Thai mothers. Then after that, there was a ton of food. SO GOOD.
But before we went to church, my family got ruffled up and were talking really loud to eachother about the whole going to church thing. I feel bad for my little sister. She was playing the piano... probably trying to ignore my family.
Someone told me they liked me today. I think it's really sweet, but i'm not interested in a relationship with him at all, but more of a really great friends relation to eachother.

Last night, I talked on the phone for a long time again with Jason. Quite funny actually xD
But afterwards me and my family fought about how no one calls me, but I have to call them. How they accuse me of chasing after guys. When they don't chase back. How my mom tells me no one wants to talk to me. How I tell my dad he's broken every single guy friendship they've ever known.
This just reminds me of the reason why I get depressed, my family.
So, I went into my room and cried and went to sleep after that. Nice night huh?
I wonder if this is Karma, or punishment for who I am. That my family makes me so depressed.

Gonna grip. Put it to my lip. Gonna sip. Gonna drip. My mind will tip tip tip.
Tomorrow baby, tomorrow. Might as well use it all up. I'm shaking, like a dog, waiting for the door to open.

This guy is still interested in teaching me to breakdance, which I want to learn so badly. This summer hopefully. How cool is that?

At church I ate this hot salad, watermelon, lots of soda, sticky rice, hot noodles, and ICECREAM CAKE!! It was my favorite type too :) The kind that has delicious chocolate crumb cookies inside!